This journal will be updated weekly or depend on
time. I would like to request for forgiveness if you
find many spelling or grammar errors since my
Teacher' is busy with her classes
have no time to check on my journal. I will improve
myself further as
I keep on writing this journal.
I met Amier and discuss with him about how I going to
replace the sun glass.
I was so afraid because he might go
gnashing my teeth out! But I turn out the other way around.
He was cool then. But still, I felt so guilty.
I felt so bad today because yesterday, something horrible
happened. I lost
Amier's Puma Sun Glass that cost RM600.
It's all because of me for leaving the glass at my
house. Well, I think I should not mention more. It makes
my life miserable. At afternoon, I hang out at Saiful's
Gosh.... I miss everything here virtually! I've been so busy
with my artwork
and my projects. It's gonna be a total
disaster when I'm goin' in UiTM next semester. Anyway,
I've updated my art section as well as photography. I'm
going to participate the PIKOM IT
in June this year. Hopefully my website will be in the list,
at lest for 'Best
Design Website of The Year' or 'Best
Community Site Of The Year'. Anyway, I spend my time
reading lot's of art books cause I'm preparing for my thesis.
....THESIS !!!!!! Abang Zamrie hang out
with me in the
evening and we went to Fine Art Degree Show 2001. The exhibition was fantastic.
Today I met Dr. Rashidie and discussed with him
about my artwork.
God...he truly amazed me with his
friendly-cool opinion and critics! I can see clearly
what should I
input in my artwork.
I help A.J
with composed the sound installation for his
artwork. It took me 30 minutes to
figure the perfect sound
and convert in from ACID, to .wav file and to MP3
Today, I went to the studio to help others clear up the stuff
for the Degree
Show Exhibition. Of course, the methodology
test was quite 'hard'. I've spent my evening at home
the weather (heavy rain outside). I call up Dr. Rashidie at
night to set an
appointment. So, at night, I did some online
research about my statement for my artwork.
I just came back from the library for my art research.
There's so many books
to read, but I canne' bring them
back (borrow it) cause it was categorized under 'preferences'.
Gosh...I'm starting my fever today. First,
the asthma, now this? Inilah dikatakan cabaran dari Tuhan.
Kena banyak bersabar. I will be up all day in the cyber cafe
to look up for more references to
my artwork. I need to
know more about interactive arts, electronic arts and video
art. Plus, it's so
hard to figure out how to create my video
editing using Pinnace Studio Basic when I'm running out of
space (C:\). You can just how bad if you don't have
Pentium !!! 800mz processors to work with
compression. Gosh.... I wish I have a Macintosh. Therefore,
I can use
Final Cut Pro 1.2!! And I say, why do I have to be
in fine arts if my talents are really at Graphics and
I just came back from Ravi, Sunway Lagoon Hotel for our
supper (meal). Me,
Nony and Maizul really have our time
there. The place was so calm and cool, compared to
Bangsar or any other food place I've been to.
I've been to the studio early (night). I was
in 08 studios
hanging out with Abul, Mai, Izat and Zaki. I did some video
editing today. In evening,
Abul came to my house. We
discussed about our artwork issues.
I went out with Maizul and Nony for our dinner at Dawood
in section 6, Shah
Alam. I went to my studio today. I can't
help me asthma (lelah), it's really worries me. I always
wishes I will be better again. (Yeah...right).
I got 'wet' after riding my motorbike to Shah Alam. After that, I do some
wash some of my clothes. Nuff Said!
Aku berada di alam keresahan. Tragedi aku, mencari diri,
cheh...! Macam s*al aje! Well, actually
I went back to Sg. Besi. I had a fight with my sister,
Gosh...it's getting worst. I hate it. I don't know why. I guess
we often see each other that makes both of us sick.
It was a very tragic moment as I received a call from my
uncle tellin' his
son (Ali) just got an accident (where his face was burn cause of an electrical-light-burn attack). I
express anything more than regret and sympathy. He was a
great cousin of mine. I came
in The Selangor Medical
Center in Section 20, Shah Alam with the arrival of my
family and beloved one. I had to skip all my
studio work and go there as soon as I got the
Let us all hope he will be in good health and recovery.
Today... officially back to my old room, the previous rental
Sect. 7, Shah Alam. I had my lunch with Nony.
We we're discussing about our upcoming Exhibition in
Pinang in June. It will be my first outdoor (away from
Federal Territory) exhibition. I'm gonna
go back and finish
up my work in the studio tonight.
12:25 AM: I just came back from so called dinner with Noni,
and Abg. Zam. Before that, I went to the
studio and drop at Sharmiza's 'Bicara Seni' to see
goin' on. I discuss with my pals about sculpture, including
Abul and A.J from 08 Fine Arts
I went to my sculpture class with Mr. Ariffin Ismail, my lecturer for my
final year. He gave us
good advices and
brainstorming ideas and how to do a neat research for
that will be produce. Then, we (me, Ifa + Herna)
went to our Methodology class, we're
actually late to class
because we spent most of time with En. Ariffin. There's no
class in the
afternoon. So, I took the chance of going back
to Sg. Besi and pick up my stuff including this computer to
Shah Alam. Alhamdulillah, the task was settled. I met Amir
today and try to look for my
dear friend AfiQue whose unreachable.
Fool.... not so surprising, cause the habit of makin'
fun of people did
not turn in me cause I already become
anti to that tradition. Gosh..... I can't believe it's
and I got 8 months to finish my Degree......hope I can
really do this. This month will be a new start
for me to
'refresh' my self, refresh my motivation and ability towards
my education. Well, at least
I can do and continue my
casting every night onwards.....